I am jealous that I don’t have his energy. In fact, it bothers me! He should be different. He should focus and pay attention all the time. He shouldn’t be the way he is because of my opinions and my opinions are always right. It doesn’t matter that I want to hold him back. I am not interested in trying new techniques. All children should be treated the same. And my righteousness is much more important than trying new things. I am not willing to be open to changing. I am a burnt out teacher. And I am sorry.
